Finally, i spoke!
I dared to utter those words from my mouth.
I talked to my mom about BA plans. I haven't told her about the result yet. Well, that's a really difficult task for me. It took me 2 long months to muster courage to talk to my mom about quitting engineering.
Let me make one thing clear. My parents never forced me to do engineering, it was me. Solely me!!
My dad has a business. Transformer manufacturing and related stuff. Mom's a teacher. Both of them are very good at Mathematics, including my brother, who at present is in class 10th.
I had always been a silent person at heart. I love being in my solitude most of the time. But, my mates would definitely deny this, 'cause most of them know not much about me. I expect very little from life, but most importantly i want freedom. Freedom of choices, freedom of thoughts, freedom of everything. Freedom is what i don't have. Oh, forget it. Let me come to the point.
I was not so good at languages during my school days. When i was in class 8th, i took up Sanskrit as an additional language. Hindi was something nerve wrecking for me. So i moved to Sanskrit. Marathi and English were just okay for me. But, gradually my liking for these languages increased. It just happened. My coaching class 'teachers' played a crucial role there. Because of them i started liking languages more and more.
I thought of taking up Arts after 10th. But destiny had something else for me. I scored 86% in class 10th which was more than average. I was under lot of pressure. I knew very well that my parents won't let me pursue Arts. So, without giving a second thought i went for Science. It was a secondary option on my agenda though. After completing 12th i thought i had only 1 option i.e. Engineering. It was the only thing i knew by then. Many friends of mine went for engineering, so did i. But i couldn't clear MHT-CET in 1st attempt so i had to take a drop for one year. The I joined a coaching class for CET and i met Mr. Salin Akhter, my physics teacher and Mansi, my batch mate. I admire them a lot.
Now, i'm in 4th semester of engineering and have been bombarded by hell lot KTS. Well, certain things are just not meant to.
We cry hard to get something, to acquire something and after having it in our hand, we get to know that it was actually not meant for us. Many things are there like this. For example, we fight with our parents to marry a girl/boy of our choice and after few years of marriage, we end up divorcing stating 'irreconcilable difference'. It weird, isn't it? But, its life and it has to dealt with in some or the other way.
In my case, its not any guy...but education and i want to learn not just 'rattofy'. I told my mom that i want to pursue BA Literature. Not actually Literature, but anything in BA would do.
Now, heavens know what my destiny has for me.
My life won't ever get boring with me... :)
I dared to utter those words from my mouth.
I talked to my mom about BA plans. I haven't told her about the result yet. Well, that's a really difficult task for me. It took me 2 long months to muster courage to talk to my mom about quitting engineering.
Let me make one thing clear. My parents never forced me to do engineering, it was me. Solely me!!
My dad has a business. Transformer manufacturing and related stuff. Mom's a teacher. Both of them are very good at Mathematics, including my brother, who at present is in class 10th.
I had always been a silent person at heart. I love being in my solitude most of the time. But, my mates would definitely deny this, 'cause most of them know not much about me. I expect very little from life, but most importantly i want freedom. Freedom of choices, freedom of thoughts, freedom of everything. Freedom is what i don't have. Oh, forget it. Let me come to the point.
I was not so good at languages during my school days. When i was in class 8th, i took up Sanskrit as an additional language. Hindi was something nerve wrecking for me. So i moved to Sanskrit. Marathi and English were just okay for me. But, gradually my liking for these languages increased. It just happened. My coaching class 'teachers' played a crucial role there. Because of them i started liking languages more and more.
I thought of taking up Arts after 10th. But destiny had something else for me. I scored 86% in class 10th which was more than average. I was under lot of pressure. I knew very well that my parents won't let me pursue Arts. So, without giving a second thought i went for Science. It was a secondary option on my agenda though. After completing 12th i thought i had only 1 option i.e. Engineering. It was the only thing i knew by then. Many friends of mine went for engineering, so did i. But i couldn't clear MHT-CET in 1st attempt so i had to take a drop for one year. The I joined a coaching class for CET and i met Mr. Salin Akhter, my physics teacher and Mansi, my batch mate. I admire them a lot.
Now, i'm in 4th semester of engineering and have been bombarded by hell lot KTS. Well, certain things are just not meant to.
We cry hard to get something, to acquire something and after having it in our hand, we get to know that it was actually not meant for us. Many things are there like this. For example, we fight with our parents to marry a girl/boy of our choice and after few years of marriage, we end up divorcing stating 'irreconcilable difference'. It weird, isn't it? But, its life and it has to dealt with in some or the other way.
In my case, its not any guy...but education and i want to learn not just 'rattofy'. I told my mom that i want to pursue BA Literature. Not actually Literature, but anything in BA would do.
Now, heavens know what my destiny has for me.
My life won't ever get boring with me... :)
